back again...

Well... what can I say, its been a while and still the same thing. I can say I have recently learned somethings. That is, that my life is only to love and know God and be loved by him; a short loaded phrase. I have to admit I have been so focused on what I want to do in my life, and not on simply being still and knowing God, worshiping him, and praying (I do pray a lot, but I mean intercessory prayer). I forgot my first love guys...

I was thinking today, that if Paul is the chief of sinners then who am I. Irrelevant I know. I want this amazing relationship with a living God and yet I do what I do not want to do and do not do what I want to do. Words can not express how emotionally happy I am for a God that will not forsake me in my sin. Its amazing because every time I look beside me he's there. I may feel down and out but not forsaken. His love still fills me and I know he is nearer than a friend. AMEN. Thank you Jesus ♥